I wonder if he ever thinks about me. Our lives could have been so different from what they are now. I wonder what mine would be like. I'm drowning in debt, struggling to pay my bills, working agency shifts and living from one pay day to the next. I'm loving my army life, quite like my job and really enjoying keeping fit. I wonder if I would seem different now. Would he see that I have changed?
What is his life like? I doubt that it has changed much. Dysfunctional family, looking down his nose at those around him, thinking that he is so much better than everyone else. I just wonder if he thinks about me. I wonder if he thinks about how his life could be so much different. I think that my life would have been so much worse than it is now, whereas his miserable existence would have been so much more improved.
