Trying for a new start.

I haven't been able to sleep tonight. It's now 4.30am and I've just submitted an online application for a new job. It's on an ICU department. I'm apprehensive at the thought of starting somewhere new and I do actually like where I work but I feel the need to move on. What triggered it was the thought of facing the deputy ward manager tomorrow when I have to tell her that I don't have the required form I need for a training session. I'm not sure that it was given back to me after it was signed; I just can't remember. Anyway, I don't have it. This manager doesn't like me anyway. She's never liked me so this is just more fuel for the fire. It's a shame, because I'd love working there if it wasn't for her. She's the reason I've made absolutely no progress with my increments during my nearly 2 years on that ward. Anyway, an ICU qualification would be really useful for my army career! I'm not saying I'll even get an interview, I mean, completing an application form at this time when I'm pissed off and tired! Watch this space anyway. You never know...