Ah well. Valentine's Day and I'm single yet again. The Ex has been messaging me on Facebook and text. He invited me to his for coffee one evening last week but I was working the next day so I declined. Would I have said yes had I not been working? Who knows. I'm not denying that I may have done. I've been occasionally lonely of late. It's good to know that he might be missing me. November was one of the most traumatic months of my life, especially in recent years. I'm still paying for that disastrous relationship, both financially and emotionally. I want to get back to how I was before. I need to.
I'm liking being off work but it's a bit miserable not being able to go anywhere. I have absolutely no money. I had to get another of those payday loans. I'm hoping that my council tax discount and tax credits come through very soon. I'm so tired of this now. I want my life back.
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